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Post by jyo on May 30, 2006 14:01:10 GMT -5
Jyo went silent for a second and stared down as well. he had given some thoughts to later on. But right now really wasn't the time he felt like this should be brought up in a full conversation. Not toomuch longer probably. But still. he didn't think they should talk about such plans for a little bit.
"Yeah it is interesting how it seems." He said looking back up at her.
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Post by Ziare on May 30, 2006 14:09:14 GMT -5
Ziare sighed and started to get up. Using the furniture she made her way to the wardrobe and pulled out some clean clothes. She felt dirty in the current ones and wanted to change. She sat on her desk letting it support her as she did so.
Her mind was lost in thought. Seems Jyo really wasn't ready for that conversation as she has suspected. But she couldn't say it didn't hurt a bit the way he brushed it off. Throwing her dirty clothes in the hamper she grabbed her scetch pad and made her way back to the bed. She pulled her long hair in front of her and began to move the pencil around the paper drawing nothing in particular.
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Post by jyo on May 30, 2006 14:12:28 GMT -5
Jyo got up and started cleaning up around the table. He was glad Ziare was back to moving a bit better now. He was getting the plates together and the silverware. he noticed they were both pretty silent. He knew it probably wasn't the best idea to just dismiss the conversation. he didn't truly mean it to be just dropped. But he felt a little bad.
He decided to take the moment to think for a bit in silence as even though Ziare was drawing something or another he could tell she was doing a bit of thinking as well.
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Post by Ziare on May 30, 2006 14:17:25 GMT -5
Ziare began to draw she was drawing the school. She was no where near as talented as Eldran but she did like to draw and she was fair. Her pencil traced the outlines of the school roughly. She put clouds underneath it so it was obviously floating.
Ziare watched Jyo out of the corner of her eye. He seemed to be thinking and she was going to let him. She wouldn't speak until he did. She was thinking as well...
She did love Jyo with everything they had and like he always said it always seemed they were two pieces of the same puzzle. Did she want to spend the rest of her life with Jyo? Well that was an obvious yes. But it seemed they always avoided that topic. Ziare understood in a way knowing they had not dated that long and it was a bit early to be talking about things so final but they had always moved so fast and it seemed the next step but Jyo didn't seem ready. Was she ready? she wasn't sure.
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Post by jyo on May 31, 2006 0:24:55 GMT -5
After a while of thinking Jyo spoke up.
"You know. I do want to spend the rest of my life with you. I really do. But speaking about getting married is a step too fast even in comparison to how things have been going. I'm sure I will be asking the big question one day. But it's still something I don't think will happen anytime. Soon. I'm sorry if I don't talk about it much. But it's just something that kinda unnreves me." he said looking out her window.
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Post by Ziare on May 31, 2006 0:33:22 GMT -5
Ziare looked up and listened to Jyo's words as he told her his feelings. When he was done she got up and made her way to him grabbing him from behind around the waist.
"I'm not sure if I'm ready to hear those words today, Jyo. But I know that when I do hear them I want them to come from you." she whispered and held him pressing her head against his back.
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Post by jyo on May 31, 2006 0:37:29 GMT -5
Jyo nodded and smiled.
"Well that I can promise. I notice you were able to walk over here pretty quickly and rather easily now." He said with a chuckle as she held onto him.
"Looks like you'll be ready for the dance in no time." he said
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Post by Ziare on May 31, 2006 0:39:35 GMT -5
"As long as it's a dance with you I'll be perfectly wonderful." she whispered.
Tears fell down her face. She didn't know why maybe it was because she was still somewhat weak from her drain or maybe it was something else but silent tears fell down her face as she hugged Jyo. She hoped he wouldn't notice.
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Post by jyo on May 31, 2006 0:43:47 GMT -5
Jyo noticed Ziare go quiet for a little bit. He decided to let her keep her silence for a bit. he liked her where she was right now and he was comfortable. He waited for her to speak before doing anything or saying anything either.
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Post by Ziare on May 31, 2006 0:46:32 GMT -5
Ziare tried to calm herself down. It was hard in the fact that she didn't even know what was wrong. Her legs began to shake from standing so long.
"Jyo.." she whispered she knew he was about to see the tears. "I'm going to need your help...my legs their week."
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Post by jyo on May 31, 2006 0:52:39 GMT -5
Jyo turned around to better support Ziare. he saw that she had been crying.
"Are you okay?" He asked as he helped her to the end of her bed and he sat down with her next to him and put an arm around her pulling her in a little closer. Concern was in his voice and eyes right now.
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Post by Ziare on May 31, 2006 1:01:40 GMT -5
Ziare nodded and leaned into Jyo letting it go. She still didn't know why she was crying but she had to.
She cried hard for a few minutes before finally being able to calm down just letting Jyo be there for her.
"Sorry" she whispered.
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Post by jyo on May 31, 2006 1:09:51 GMT -5
Jyo rubbed hr back gently to comfort her a bit.
"Don't be sorry. there's no need. For some reason you have to et it out so you really should just keep doing so. Nothng wong with it and I'm right here." he said softly.
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Post by Ziare on May 31, 2006 1:13:28 GMT -5
Ziare pulled herself into Jyo's lap and wrapped her arms around his warm body.
"I just need you to hold me Jyo. Somehow when that happens I always feel so much better." she said.
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Post by jyo on May 31, 2006 1:31:53 GMT -5
"That I can easily do love." he said holding her to him and laying back with her in silence letting hr get what she needed out of her. He didn't even speak. He just held here for w while as they lay there.
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