Post by Kheldar on Sept 2, 2006 8:04:26 GMT -5
Kheldar slammed his hands on a desk for a moment the sound echoing through the library as he gave a slight growl of annoyance at all of this. This insanity. He had been trying to find answers trying to go higher. Something had set him off no...someone...Phaedra. Phaedra Wiess had him on this research kick and he didn't blame her it just wasn't something that he was used to at the moment. He wasn't used to not being satisfied with something and driving to find more. Yet how was all of this...connected...this was just idiocy. He gazed at several tomes in front of him for a moment and shook his head wiping the sweat that had trickled down his forehead he felt the cool metal of the bracelet Phaedra had given him on his forehead when he wiped his forehead.
Phae...
What would you do?
"Damn it..."
Khel said softly as he looked down at the notes he had cobbled togeather. Kheldar was a bright kid but, even he was becoming disgusted with the project that he had taken up. If only he hadn't gone on that outing with Phaedra then he wouldn't be as worked up as he was. He had been perfectly content with being a bitter asshole and then Phae got under his skin. Under his exterior. It was something that he just didn't quite understand himself. Why was he so rattled by all of this? What was it that had Kheldar so damn upset about things. Why the sudden spark? The sudden drive now? He gazed down at his scattered notes the soft glow of a reading lamp one of the few lights that were on at this hour. Khel let out another soft curse as he looked down at what he had.
"I have to learn..."
Khel said softly.
"I have to learn about myself."
Phae...
What would you do?
"Damn it..."
Khel said softly as he looked down at the notes he had cobbled togeather. Kheldar was a bright kid but, even he was becoming disgusted with the project that he had taken up. If only he hadn't gone on that outing with Phaedra then he wouldn't be as worked up as he was. He had been perfectly content with being a bitter asshole and then Phae got under his skin. Under his exterior. It was something that he just didn't quite understand himself. Why was he so rattled by all of this? What was it that had Kheldar so damn upset about things. Why the sudden spark? The sudden drive now? He gazed down at his scattered notes the soft glow of a reading lamp one of the few lights that were on at this hour. Khel let out another soft curse as he looked down at what he had.
"I have to learn..."
Khel said softly.
"I have to learn about myself."