Post by Rakel on Dec 18, 2006 22:56:04 GMT -5
OOC: Mostly planned for a bit of insight to the character's personality. Not truly made for someone to jump into. But feel free to join if you like.
Colder out than I thought it would be Thought Rakel looking out the window of one of the many towers of the Academy. This would be the first time Rakel had nobody to be with during the holiday season. His mother went to take care of his grandmother for the winter. Melfice and his sister were off on a trip to visit relatives with their parents. Rakel had always been able to spend time with all of them during the holiday season. But now he really didn't have that opportunity. So for the first time in his life Rakel felt the pangs of loneliness.
He never minded being by himself. But it tended to be at times when he wanted to be alone. This was the first time he wished to be with those he cared about and couldn't. And not really have taken the time to get to know anybody at the Academy he didn't have anyone to be with. That was the reason he was up here. Rakel figured if he wasn't going to be pleasant he'd at least not let his mood disturb others and bring their moods down in a time when smiles ought to be common.
I guess it really isn't to bad. I just would rather have spent some time with them during the season. At least their gifts will be at their homes waiting for them. He thought allowing a small smile that was covered by his scarf. Rakel's green eye looked out the window seeing the snow falling softly. To his surprise a bit of moisture gathered at his eye. The snow reminded him of his times spent with Krystal during the winter and watching her dance. His right hand came up and brushed the moisture away. he never felt ashamed to show how he felt. But he didn't think getting that upset was really sensible.
Heh. Sensible, Thats probably why I haven't gone out to actually meet anyone here. I didn't really see much of a point. Probably should be reconsidering how I see things a bit. He thought as he closed his eye again lost in thoughts about his family and friends.
Colder out than I thought it would be Thought Rakel looking out the window of one of the many towers of the Academy. This would be the first time Rakel had nobody to be with during the holiday season. His mother went to take care of his grandmother for the winter. Melfice and his sister were off on a trip to visit relatives with their parents. Rakel had always been able to spend time with all of them during the holiday season. But now he really didn't have that opportunity. So for the first time in his life Rakel felt the pangs of loneliness.
He never minded being by himself. But it tended to be at times when he wanted to be alone. This was the first time he wished to be with those he cared about and couldn't. And not really have taken the time to get to know anybody at the Academy he didn't have anyone to be with. That was the reason he was up here. Rakel figured if he wasn't going to be pleasant he'd at least not let his mood disturb others and bring their moods down in a time when smiles ought to be common.
I guess it really isn't to bad. I just would rather have spent some time with them during the season. At least their gifts will be at their homes waiting for them. He thought allowing a small smile that was covered by his scarf. Rakel's green eye looked out the window seeing the snow falling softly. To his surprise a bit of moisture gathered at his eye. The snow reminded him of his times spent with Krystal during the winter and watching her dance. His right hand came up and brushed the moisture away. he never felt ashamed to show how he felt. But he didn't think getting that upset was really sensible.
Heh. Sensible, Thats probably why I haven't gone out to actually meet anyone here. I didn't really see much of a point. Probably should be reconsidering how I see things a bit. He thought as he closed his eye again lost in thoughts about his family and friends.