What to do now (phae)

[Junpei]

"Mmm who said it had to be a board game?"

Junpei gave her neck another kiss adn nipped at the skin, his hands still holding him up slightly. He moved down adn caught her pulse point in a soft sucking motion, leaving a red spot that would be gone in minutes. Moving down he found her shirt lien and pushed it back slowly, leaving a trail of kisses to ehr shoulder.

"You sure your up for this love?"

He said as he pulled back and looked her in the eyes, his own searching for some sign that she might want to stop this, end it here and just forget that he had ever placed that last kiss. He wanted to know if she was sure that this was ok, that his vow, although broken, didn't need to start again. He knew he loved her now, adn that he wasn't in this just for her body. He hoped she was the same way, for all he could offer her right now was his companionship and nothing more.

[Phae]

Phae smiled and chuckled a little at the words about not playing a board game. She immediatly understood what he was going for and she giggled. She was ready she didn't care what people thought and besides it was all Jun's fault this time and somehow that made it better.

She didn't say anthing but she wrapped her arms around his neck and brought her lips to his and pushed her tongue into his mouth as she brought him into a laying position with him on top of her. She ran her hands carefully the back of her hands going down his chest and to his waist where they sat for a moment before moving back up as she moved her lips to his neck. She wasn't going to let him get off easily.

She began to kiss and nibble at his neck laughing slightly as she began to suck lightly on his pulse point as he always did her leaving a red mark when she was done.

[Junpei]

His actions were stopped as she let her arms slip aroudn his neck adn she kissed him. His eyes were immediately closed as he followed her down, his arms on either side of her body, his left wrapping around her wasit and lower bacl, his right holding him up above her slightly. He almost froze as she began to nibble on his neck, the feeling so pure and hypnotic he was in heaven.

She left him her own love bite and he smiled, almost wickedly, and wondered how he woudl hide it. No matter, because right now he was getting the same affections returned to him as he gav earlier. As she pulled back from the mark he did a quick roll and had her on top, his hands, no resting on either side of her waist e leaned up and bit into her neck, softly, tenderly, almost liek he was savoring her skin. He let his tounge come out and dance over her skin, then kissed the small mark his canines left on her skin. Nothing major, just a bit more rough than he had been before.

"No rules lover?"

[Phae]

Phae giggled happily as he flipped her over pulling her up on top of him and began kissing and then biting her neck. She almost lost it right there. She moaned loudly as her breath increased he had not done that before and it felt wonderful.

"N-no rules..." she whispered as she reached up and touched the spot he had bitten.

She bit her lower lip and moved in on his neck again returning the bite a bit harder than she had before. Leaving small teeth marks before kissing them gently as he had done her.

[Junpei]

Junpei smiled as she bit his neck in return, onyl hers left genuine marks, Junpei however was no stranger to pain. Grunting a bti as she did this he wrapped his hands aroudn to the small of her back and held them there, letting her have control of his neck he took the chance to kiss hers as well. He bit, nipped, kisse,d and sucked up and down her neck, his kisses rushd adn hungry.

"We better stop soon or we might end up doing it again love."

Junpei wouldn't mind that, but he wondered if she would. He was afterall the one that started this, and she might not want to take it that far again. At least not so soon.

[Phae]

Phae felt his lips ranging over her neck and she couldn't keep kissing his anymore. It felt so good she couldn't move she could only lay there in his arms while he took control. She had no problem with him taking control. She heard his words and smiled. She sat up pulling from his embrace but still on top of him as she looked down. She adopted a very serious look.

"Now Junpei Taltos." she said holding up a finger and wagging it lightly. "You think you can come in here get me all excited and then tell me that we can stop if I want to?"

She smiled at him her eyes glistening as she ran a finger lightly down his chest.

"Now, somehow that just doesn't seem right at least from where I'm sitting." she said and smirked waiting for his reaction.

[Junpei]

"Well umm... in my defense you're just to beautiful to not want to adore with affection."

Jjunpei gave her a wink and a quick kiss before he leaned back and rested his head on the pillow. He looked up at her and smiled, he loved the way she looked right now. Her haro was just perfect, draped about her neck and shoulders, the afternoon sun was highlighting the right parts of her face, makign ehr seem moer exotic and mysterious. He glanced down and saw the red mark on her neck, his mark that he gave to her. Oh this was turning into an unbearably long moment for him, not touching her like before, not showing her with kisses.

Junpei was blinded ofr a second as the sun caught off the window just right, in the instant he blinked he could have sworn he had seen something move. It had been Loish, although no one would no since he flew across the ceiling and out the window, his back feet reaching out to kick it closed.

[Phae]

Phae raised her eyebrows...what was he looking at? He was just laying there staring at her? She bit her lip and blushed underneath his eyes for some reason. She looked down unable to meet his gaze. It was strange having him stare at her like that. She didn't notice Loish come in and she didn't hear the door to the closet close she couldn't help but blush red color taking over her cheeks.

She couldn't speak she could only sit there she opened her eyes slightly and looked at him. Her heart leapt in her chest almost like the first time they met. The way they had connected was unlike anything she had ever experienced before. She remembered that first kiss and she remembered how he had touched her heart in a way that no one had ever even gotten close before.

This was her first boyfriend and this was her first love and she loved him more than the world. She would never leave his side if she could help it.

"Junpei," she grabbed his hand and held it to her face. "My dearest love."'

[Junpei]

Junpei coudl only smile as she spoke,her features still being highlighted perfectly. She seemed so much softer now, so much more alive when she was with him like this. When he coudl feel her on him, his body responding in turn , his hands pulling her down onto him to sloce any distance that seperated them.

"Yes my dear?"

He said as she finished her words, he didn't know if she was just saying it to say it or if it was genuinely a question, all he knew was that she looked gorgeous as always and she was here, just lying with him on their bed, yes their bed.

[Phae]

Her body was beginning to calm down as she stared down at Jun her eyes meeting his when he spoke. She smiled down on him the sun shining down a bit on him casting his face in shadow but it only made his eyes deeper and more mysterious than before.

"I just..." she broke off looking at him her eyes soft with her feelings. "love you. But it seems the more I think about it...love doesn't seem an adequate description."

She lay on his chest now where he had put her and she stayed still there enjoying being held by him. Nothing more than holding and she was perfectly happy with that. She cuddled down into him wanting to be as close as possible her ear pressed to his chest as she could hear his heart beat and his breathing.

[Junpei]

Junpei rubbed her back softly, the shirt that was there annoyed him but he wouldn't have her take it off, he wanted her to be comfortable and happy. He continued to mindlessly rub her back as he took long and deep breathes, making her rise up with his chest everytime he did. He didn't knoww what to do now, he was chewing his lower lip now. There was a habit he didn't need, chewing on his lip, but it was here and it would stay, oh well.

"Phae... are you... are you happy iving like this... i mean... alone.. with me.. I know it may seem stupid, but I worry that you won't be happy without friends. I've kinda kept you to myself the last three days, and you just got here as well. I want you to be able to have a normal life..."

Junpei didn't look at her, didn't do anything, his hand just continued to move up and down her back, his other hand sat on the bed next to him, and he satred at teh ceiling, his eyes hidden under his bangs and the shadows cast by the afternoon sun.

[Phae]

Phae was almost falling asleep she was so relaxed as he rubbed her back slowly. She lay listening to his heart beat and enjoying his company her eyes closed her hand moving in small gentle circles on the part of his chest she wasn't lying on. She heard his words and shot up quickly he would be able to do nothing but let go of her. Her eyes wide in fear.

"Junpei Taltos..." she whispered in disbelief. "How could you ask such a thing... you know how much I care for you and I will make friends in classes I just haven't started yet. Unless.."

Her eyes if possible grew wider yet as in absolute fear as she slid off of him backing up keeping her eyes on him her lower lip trembling with the thoughts of what was going through her mind.

"Unless....you...really ... don't ....want me." she turned and ran out the door leaving it open as she ran down the hall before collapsing into furious and hurt tears about fifty meters down in front of a window.

[Junpei]

"No Phaedra that's not-"

He was cut off as she burst out the door, he coudl only shoot up, out of bed, throw on his jeans and burst out the door behind her. He was able to spot her easily, down the hall, collapsed uner a winddow crying. His heart broke right then and there. He sprinted down the hallway in less time that it had ever taken him, nearly tripping at the end he fell next to her, his hands falling around her.

"Phaedra you know I would never want that. Phae, oh Phae i'm so sorry."

He pulled her close to him, hoping she didn't push him away, his heart was beating a million miles a minute now and he knew that he had said the wrong thing. He had said it wrong, said she needed to be away from him when all he really wanted was for her to be closer.

"Phae i'm sorry, i'm so sorry, i didn't mean to say it that way..."

[Phae]

Phae didn't see him coming she didn't know whether he was coming after her or not until she felt his arms around her and she fell into his arms crying hard her heart breaking slowly as she clung to his every word. Was he really telling her the truth the way he had come after her she knew he was but it had hurt so badly the thoughts. She knew now she had jumped to conclusions again but she had never felt like this before so she was self conscious.

"Jun..." she whispered as she clung to him tightly wrapping her arms tightly around his neck her warm tears falling down his shoulder. "I would die.."

She couldn't cling to him hard enough she needed him so badly. She needed his love and his affections. She needed his arms around her and his support. She needed to know that he really did want her that he really did love her as much as he said he did.

[Junpei]

"Shh, I know love, never, you'll never have to leave and I won't laev either, Shh..."

Junpei knew out here they were going to make a scene soon if anyone came along. Quickly scooping her up he let her arms remain around his neck and his back was beginning to sting, the mark was burning again. In his mind he told the summon not to come, that this was a matter that he had to handle. Seeming to understand the mark died down, Junpei silently thanking the angel for understanding.

Walking back into their room Junpei closed the door with his foot and fell back. His lower back connecting with the door he slid down adn sat on the floor, his knees bent. He held Phaedra in his arms, her face in his neck, her body pressed to him, and her entire being wrapped around him.

"I'm so sorry Phae, I am so so sorry."

Junpei leaned over and close dhis eyes, his entire body shaking as two lines of water fell dwon his cheeks. He didn't make a sound, just sat there, silent tears streaming down his face as he hid his eyes and nose under his bags. His normally ragged hair was pulled down and hid his eyes and features well, he was depressed, something he normally hid.