What to do now (phae)

[Junpei]

"You're the one who wanted to have fun today love, why not do so?"

Junpei smiled adn rubbed ehr cheek back, leaning down he sweetly kissed her neck again, he loved the taste. He reached down and brushed a hand softly over her stomah, tickling her lightly. He still wanted her, hell he always wanted her, but the skin on skin contact she was giving him drove him wild like always. He placed a heavier kiss on her shoulder, then her collar bone, then trailed kisses all the way down the her stomach. Giving ehr one last soft kiss he came back up and gave her a deep kiss, one that had his tounge plunging in.

[Phae]

Phae was going to give in again, why wouldn't she? She didn't mind in fact she liked this feeling the one that told her she was attractive the one that told her he liked her in every way.

"Jun..." she whispered.

She moved to kiss his neck nipping and sucking on it just the way he liked it. Her body reacting to his kisses again the gentle way he touched her the way their skin met when they lay next to each other the feel of his lips on her soft skin was enough to drive her wild.

"Jun dearest, you are going to drive me insane." she said in a heavy whisper her breath racing across his neck. "And I like it."

[Junpei]

Junpei bit his lip as she kissed his neck, her kises were the best. No one would ever do what she did, never. He felt her skin on his, the heat building between them was only making him want her more. She wisperd, the words that he knew were true, for both of them, they were going to drive each other insane.

"Not if you dirve there first."

He lowered himself again and kissed ehr, his mouth covering hers completely, his tounge lashign out to push into her mouth. He wanted her, needed her, knew he woudl have her, but that didn't matter. He couldn't have her fast enough, even now he wanted to hold back and see how much heat they could build.

"Phae... wait..."

Junpei Brought his hand up and flicked it down, instantly the torches droppe din intensity, leaving them in onl a soft purple light as he pushed hte wndow closed above them. he smiled down at her, the shaodws proving to be just the right kind of cover for her.

[Phae]

*another hour passes*

For the second time in the same day Phae lay next to Jun her eyes closed. She was tired again. This man laying next to her seriously trying to kill her with love. She didn't mind it though in fact she had never been happier than now with Junpei. He loved her and she loved him. The rings around their fingers proved it to the world. She absently turned the ring on her own left hand with her thumb smiling happily.

It wasn't long before she slipped off into a happy restful sleep. Her breathing regular her thumb on her ring her head on Jun's shoulder and her hair hiding her upper body from view. She whispered his name in her sleep.

[Junpei]

Junpei smiled as she rested, she was simply an amazing woman. There was still something that tugged at his mind, and that was wether or not she would find otu about the effects of the spell fusion. Biting his lip as she wispered his name he pulled the covers up the the top of her chest adn then readjusted her so she was back in her favorite spot. Junpei himself felt sleep tuggin gat his conciousnes, but he decided to ignore it for now. He slipped his arm around Phae's waist adn rested his hand on her hip, idly stroking the soft skin there with a soft finger.

I wonder if I should hide that book.... nah, she'd never check it anyways. God knows I scared her enough to do that...

Junpei looked over at the book on his desk and grabbed it with his free hand, the covers falling away to his midchest, but staying up on Phae, thanks to her body. Junpei however grabed the book and flipped open to his mark, he read ahead a few pages and then replaced the marker, closing the book. Junpei set it back on the nightstand and put his other arm around Phae, this one laying on the side of her stomach. He drifted off to sleep soon after, her body pressed against his tightly.

[Phae]

Phae woke an hour later and as she opened her eyes she felt Jun's arms wrapped around her and she smiled. She didn't open her eyes just yet she stayed relaxed her finger tips tracing slow circles on his chest.

She looked up at Jun and he still looked asleep so she got up smoothly without moving the bed too much and got dressed quickly and quietly. They hadn't eaten all day and so she decided now was the time to do that. She wrote him a note telling him where she would be when he woke and brushing her hair she left the room forgetting her shoes and made her way down to the cafeteria.

[Junpei]

Junpei smiled in his sleep, but rowned as Phaedra got up and left, unfortunately for him he would not wake up and realise she was gone. He would sleep thinking he had suddenly been thrown into lonliness. He slept the whoel time she was gone, actually rolling over twice without noticing, oh how the mighty had fallen.

He would awake as she closed the door, whenever that was and sit up, yawning. He had no idea how long he had been asleep but he knew it was long, maybe an hour or two, long for him at least.

"Phae?"

[Phae]

Phae came back into the room quickly after she went and got the food. Today she brought some pasta and sandwhiches along with salads and soda. She opened the door and closed it just in time to hear him call her name.

"Yes dearest?" she asked as she walked further into the room.

She crossed the room and placed the tray on her side of the bed sitting down in and indian style and kissing Jun on the cheek. She smiled up at him and pulled away.

"I sure hope you are hungry I know I am." she said happily.

She picked up a bowl of pasta and being rude she didn't wait for Jun she dug right in. It was her favorite the spicy pasta filled with chicken and peppers it was the best the cafeteria had to offer and that was what she was eating at the moment just short of moaning with the wonderful flavor that invaded her mouth.

"Dig in love, we both need to eat." she said pointing at him with the fork her eyes bright with happiness.

[Junpei]

Junpei rubbed his eyes and yawned once more as Phae sat down ad dug into her share of food, she always got so much. Picking up a drink he opened it quickly and took a drink, it felt good, and he suddenly realised how hungry he was. Leaning over he grabbed a sandwhcih and opened it from it's plastic wrapper.

The first bite was great, the second was the best, the third was ok,a dn by the time the sandwhich was gone he was content. He grabbed a salad next and then he grabbed another drink. Setting into the salad, which of course was delicious as well Junpei savored each bite, hoping his love did as well since he was being rude as hell right now.

[Phae]

Phae watched as he ate and as she suspected he was hungry. She was glad now she had brought so much it wasn't as much as he had brought them thier first night but it was bigger than the average meal. She watched him eat while she ate her pasta disappearing quickly from her own hunger. She sat her bowl down and lay back on the bed in the wrong direction her head down at the foot and her legs up by the pillow.

"Jun? When are we planning to do the soul fusion?" she asked looking up at the ceiling waiting for his answer.

Truth was she was very eager to get it done. She wanted to see Jun healthy she wanted him to live with her forever and wanted him to see him that way. She wanted to help. She wanted to be there. She wanted to take him somewhere when it was done and a plan was already forming in her mind and she would pay so he wouldn't have to worry about it.

[Junpei]

She set her bowl down, she laid down, adn then she asked him exactly what he didn't weant to hear. He wasn't looking forward to this and he wasn't ready to answer it. Letting out a sigh he leaned forwar dnad landed next to her. He looked over at her and then burried his face in his hands, rubbing it lightly. He realised he as now barely covered by the sheets but oj well, nothign to hide from her.

"I think next friday night. Please Phaedra, im sorry, but please don't push me on this. This is a real big deal for me... I know you want to help, and you are you really are, but this is something I need to think about. Please don't leave though.. please..."

Junpei rolled slightly and rested his head on her shoulder, taking her favorite spot on him for himself. He rubbed his head softly on the spot and his features softened, almost looking as if he were asleep when he was not. He now knew why she loved that spot so much. The perfect spot, where teh muscles in the shoulder formed a sort of pillow, almost liek the human body was built for this purpose.

"Mmm Phaedra, you make a good pillow love..."

[Phae]

She noticed his reaction and winced knowing she had apparently asked the wrong question but she couldn't help it. When you knew that the love of your life was going to bond with a summon to save his life. She wasn't stupid she knew there was a risk in this she knew that if it went wrong she might lose the man that cradled himself on her shoulder. She smiled down at him and put her arm around him resting it on his waist as he always did her. It was nice to be in the opposite position.

"I am not trying to rush you love." she said in regards to his statement. "Only trying to get a time frame in mind. I know this is going to be hard on you and I want you to take the time necessary so I don't lose you because we missed a step."

She swallowed and kissed him on the forehead squeezing him to her for a moment.

"And as for leaving. Junpei Taltos how dare you assume I would..you know I love you I would never leave you. Bond or not with your summon I would stay regardless. You know that, I have told you that you hold my soul do you not think I meant it? Well I did, Jun. I did." She kissed his forehead again. "I will be by yourside no matter what. I will never, Never leave you."

She looked at him snuggleing up to her and she smiled down at him her blue eyes bright with love. She giggled at him comment.

"Looks like I may have to take my turn at being pillow every once in a while." she said and lay her head flat on the bed kissing his hair and nuzzling up to him.

[Junpei]

Junpei kept his eyes closed as she spoke about about leaving, he knew that, but he still loved to hear it. Well not hear it, but be re-assured of it, and told it. He loved her more than anythign and right now he realised why she loved htis spot so much. He could faintly hear her heart beat on the other side of her chest, feel her hand on his waist, her shirt was annoying, she had always lain with him no shirt, but it was understandable. Reaching oevr he laid an arm across her stomach adn then placed a soft kiss on her neck.

"Thank you for understanding love..."

Junpei nudged his way in more and the thought of something, rather important actually. He hoped out and threw on a pair of sleep pants, then ran over to his desk adn grabbed a sheet of paper. On it he scriddled down something and then posted it up on the tack board, leaving it for her to find later.

~ on note ~

Love, when I fall asleep, look in the closet, left side top shelf, and get the book that si hollow out.

Junpei laughed a bit and laid back down, oving up a bit so he was more curled around her now.

"Read that when I go to sleep and you're up next..."

[Phae]

She had to say she was definatly shocked when he got up and went to write something down only to place it on the bulliten board and then had the nerve...the NERVE ... to tell her to read it later. She hated waiting...damn him.. She only smiled and nodded and ran a comforting hand through his hair as he curled up around her. She loved this just being with Junpei.

"All right, I will then." she told him and nuzzled down into him her cheek in his hair as she closed her eyes just enjoying thier time together.

Inside her mind was awake with wonder she couldn't help but question what was on the note. What is said and what it meant. She yearned so badly just to break out and run for it but she would wait. She would show him and more importantly herself that she could patient. She could so it. She lay there holding Jun and letting him cuddle up to her as she had done to him so many times before.

"My love." she whispered not needing anything just calling him that because it was what she thought of him as. "My only love."

[Junpei]

Junpei smiled a s she spoke to him and said it in only a wisper, her words still sounded crystal clear though. He nuzzled into her neck and smiled, leaving a soft kiss he nuzzled the kiss and then set his head in the crook of her neck, loving the feel of her skin on his cheek. He loved her, oh so much.

"Phae... go read it, I can feel how eager you are, you're heart is beating faster..."

Junpei let her go and went ot get the box, pullign it down as she read the note, he know she would already be scampering to get it. Setting teh hollow book down it would have only one thign in this one, pictures of Junpei's family. His mother, father, Negi, grandpa, adn a much younger and much cuter Junpei.. well that's what his mom had said constantly.